my life..my journal...my confessional..

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 01:24:01 GMT

yeah well i guess my new title at school with all the teachers is "the bad kid" at the "senior " lunch table one day i threw a grape at a junior high boy as they were leaving the caferteria and we all laughed. the next day the junior high boy and all his friends started throwing food at us back. so it was war..... every day for about a month we would just throw small pieces of food ...... until i was about to throw i oyster cracker and i felt a hand on my shoulder.. yeah i was in trouble..... i got a detention and have to sit with the teachers at lunch for two weeks. i junior high mom called in and reported what we were doing and i got caught ...red handed....

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 02:19:02 GMT

Happy Birthday Ellen, Cassi, Uncle Gary, Steve, Jenny, and good ol abe lincoln

Last night me,ellen, suz, and katie went out to olive garden for ellen's birthday, then they went to a hotel but i wasn't allowed to go so i went to laurens with rebel and john.

today me and ellen went out to o charleys for ellens birthday and they all sang .. ellen got embarrassed.... i laughed.....

Happy Birthday everyone!! BEVERLY TURNS 18 TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 03:20:18 GMT

while minding my own business in art class talking and laughing with my friend emily my psycho art teacher and i have this conversation.......

Mrs. Gauger: amy? do you have a boyfriend?

Me: nope....but one would be nice

Mrs. Gauger: (in a sarcastic tone) wonder why you don't have one????

Me: what????

Mrs. Gauger: well you're so pushy and bossy

.......so i go back to my art assignment saddened.......

Mrs. Gauger: Emily do you have a boyfriend?

Emily: no...... well how come I don't have one Mrs. Gauger?

Mrs. Gauger: oh emily... i don't know .... you could get one in a heartbeat......

i continue to stare sadly at my artwork............

why does that woman have to run her mouth and say things that can really hurt someone?...... it's not that insulted coming from her.... anyone else i would be very insulted......

on a brighter side my parents okayed FLORIDA for spring break with ellen! and even better i will be spending my 18th birthday there! could it get any better?

then a month after Florida i go to Chicago! but then......in another month....i graduate.....scary....really scary..........

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 01:27:32 GMT

.......merry christmas everyone ... i hope whoever takes a glance at this is having a very merry christmas , i know i am.......

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 18:00:35 GMT

snow day!.. well almost....

pool party at kershy's was a blast last night.....so weird that she has a pool in her house....

3 days until Christmas!

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 00:45:52 GMT

its almost christmas!!!!!!!!!!! i love this time of year ........

ashley died my hair, well highlighted it blonde... and its too much to take in ...i'm in shock........

i played in chapel with jared today...it went well....until i laughed.....

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 23:31:49 GMT

today while my grandma was telling me about how long a plane trip it is to japan i thought...

....man thats a lot of water to cross....maybe somehow they could remove that water and put if somewhere...but then i remembered the earth is round and there aren't any storage banks in the atmosphere for unwanted water.......

.....man i hate my brain sometimes.........

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 03:58:35 GMT

well ..... myrtle beach was fun..had a good time with ellen... went to see dashboard , thrice , and the get up kids at the house of blues and it was a very good show..ah chris carrabba.....

summer

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 03:44:18 GMT

......nothing better than summer....... its funny in the school year how much i think about summer ....i think about summer more than any other time of the year..i'll hear a song and it will bring back memories from summer.. or i'll smell some lotion i used that summer... i was listening to the song farmhouse and i remembered at this one point in the song where it was playing and i was on this curve in the road on my way to the library last summer ,its somewhat weird that i remember that..

i start my volunteering at abilities first tomorrow..i love it so much ...i'm excited

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 04:02:25 GMT

.................................its summer.........................................

Sat, 29 May 2004 02:57:06 GMT

2 more days of school left!. today i went in for my bible exam and forgot my notes and they were mean so i just went home until ten. me and laci hung out tonight, went to fridays and then attempted to get the john deere tractor out of the barn.. fun times ... not i'm at ELLEN'S and suzzys.

my legs hurt

DASHBOARD !

Thu, 20 May 2004 17:26:13 GMT

DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL(or audio adrenaline whatever you want to believe) was AWESOME last night. laci's friend jessica backed out of a ticket and so of course i cannot resist seeing my favortie band for free. they played an awesome show. incredible , thrice ,say anthing , get up kids. wonderful... laci's guy jesse who is a dashboard lover as well went.. awesome night

Tue, 18 May 2004 21:49:56 GMT

prom was a blast..well actually prom wasn't that much of a blast, since all you do is sit there. but it was the whole experience was somewhat of a blast.. kyle is so crazy. and a crazy driver too..glad i survived..it was at the westin in cincinatti and it was very very very pretty ( i helped decorate)

had my violin recital yesterday , jared played the piano with me, that was nice of him.

today we had our community class project. the big bad juniors went to camp chataqaqua and worked for them. first me beth, reb, and leah picked up trash and found a dead possum(yes!) i hate possums and a decaying rabbit. talk about gross. and then we had to pull weeds with some lady named eyvone. but after the work we got to bowl. yay.

tomorrows mikes last day... goodbye mike

Sun, 02 May 2004 23:00:45 GMT

sunday may 2.....james carberry's birthday woo hoo rock on grampa jim.... i'm playing two games with the softball team because they do not have enough players so i am filling in. and guess what i've only played t ball for three weeks in 5th grade and now i'm going into varsity softball! so me and bethany went to the batting cages yesterday and then to see mean girls . good movie. i got a new prom dress, its pink and black very cute.. i'm going with kyle so that will be fun....church was good today and thats all i have....

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 02:14:40 GMT

vacation was a rockin good time..what more could you ask for.a week with ellen suz boo and jessica. i wish i could go back to florida and do it again. i have to tell at least one story so here goes... me, ellen, susan, jessica, and the father were in the parking lot at subway. We're chatting getting ready to go in and just then a school bus pulls in. We check the bus for boys..none..and then we realize they're going to subway.. so the father breaks out into a rush, as if some time bomb were about to go off and yells MOVE IT MOVE IT EVERYONE OUT OF THE CAR!(and he was totally serious) so i was in such a panic suz had to get my seat belt un'bucked', so i'm doing my best trying to get out of the car and the dad sprints(and i mean speedy) to subway. We looked like a bunch of pale ohio idiots. In the end we got in line first and everyone was happy.

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 22:32:47 GMT

i would just like to announce that me and amanda got a superior at speech meet....hold the claps until the end...and the school won the school award... go mcs ... we are actually are good at something...

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 20:11:51 GMT

happy birthday to me! well its not until tuesday.... to the zeta phi beta- we're awesome..ya ya... friday i had the girls over for an offical sisterhood party with a little mischeif mixed in. and then saturday a special party with my dear friend ellie...i love birthdays..... tomorrow i leave for speech meet... wish me and amanda luck!

note to whoever put a sink in my lawn.......i'm gonna get ya!

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 02:35:10 GMT

rockin weekend.... thursday me and the girls spent the night at jordanns, friday went to see the passion with jason and teresa then to ellen's.. today me and ellen went and got suzzy boo at work and then went shopping at goodwill half off sale!john brown was there! then me and ellen had a picnic in the tree house then hung at at walmart... good times.....

don't worry little raccoon....i wont shine it in your eyes

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 03:22:35 GMT

happy valentines day.... i really don't know what to think about this day..... last night me and the girls went to the game and then out to eat at red robins. then we headed back and spent the night at leahs.. nothing better than a sleepover. today we went to the game against xenia and actually won. go team...

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 03:42:28 GMT

Happy birthday ellen!!!!! and cassie and jennie and Abe lincoln and my good uncle gary. ellen had a shin dig which consisted of me stephanie eric casey the suz boo and josiah... my little ellie's growing up.....went into school late today which was fun except i was sick so it wasn't all fun and games but i least i got out of geometry..i really hate math.. gooooooooodnight

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 04:01:21 GMT

school is so boring.......might i add that i hate studying......

Fri, 23 Jan 2004 03:41:10 GMT

innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way

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Fri, 16 Jan 2004 00:45:55 GMT

drama drama drama.... high school's full of it..speaking of drama i switched my 7th period choir to drama class... haha... which it also caused some drama with my music teacher mr.craft....tired of school....one more day this week.......

caffiene is my friend........

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 03:12:33 GMT

boring boring boring.......went to school, then meijers with ellen, then back to school for detention, then a violin lesson... then nothing......my dad bought a new truck! so now we have three cars!!!!yay! cool for me!

God is more than words can say... even when we ignore him he's... always there right by our side...

*don't tell your God how big your problems are tell your problems how big your God is*

by...woody

Tue, 13 Jan 2004 03:15:16 GMT

THOUGHTS FROM WITHIN

I sometimes feel like an alien creature
for which there is no earthly explanation
Sure I have human form
walking erect and opposing digits,
but my mind is upside down.
I feel like a run-on sentence
in a punctuation crazy world.
and I see the world around me
like a mad collective dream.
An endless stream of people
move like ants from the freeway
cell phones, pc's, and digital displays
"In Money We Trust,"
we'll find happiness
the prevailing attitude;
like a genetically modified irradiated Big Mac
is somehow symbolic of food.
Morality is legislated
prisons over-populated
religion is incorporated
the profit-motive has permeated all activity
we pay our government to let us park on the street
And war is the biggest money-maker of all
we all know missile envy only comes from being small.
Politicians and prostitutes
are comfortable together
I wonder if they talk about the strange change in the weather.
This government was founded by, of, and for the people
but everybody feels it
like a giant open sore
they don't represent us anymore
And blaming the President for the country's woes
is like yelling at a puppet
for the way it sings
Who's the man behind the curtain pulling the strings?
A billion people sitting watching their TVin the room that they call living
but as for me
I see living as loving
and since there is no loving room
I sit on the grass under a tree
dreaming of the way things used to be
Pre-Industrial Revolution
which of course is before the rivers and oceans, and skies were polluted
before Parkinson's, and mad cows
and all the convoluted cacophony of bad ideas
like skyscrapers, and tree paper, and earth rapers
like Monsanto and Dupont had their way
as they continue to today.
This was Pre-usback when the buffalo roamed
and the Indian's home
was the forest, and God was nature
and heaven was here and now
Can you imagine clean water, food, and air
living in community with animals and people who care?
Do you dare to feel responsible for every dollar you lay down
are you going to make the rich man richer
or are you going to stand your ground
You say you want a revolution
a communal evolution
to be a part of the solution
maybe I'll be seeing you around.- Woody